1. Maybe I Don’t Really Wanna Know

    in another part of the world

    models walk the runway,

    while @thecolorsofmymind says

    protect what’s yours in another.

    in my ear i hear Liam sing

    maybe you’re the same as me

    we see things they’ll never see

    and i believe every word of it.

    i sit powerless at my desk

    contemplating

    what two days from now

    would look like

    because lately I do feel the pain

    in the morning rain

    and it soaks me to the bone.

    The fear -

    of losing, of death -

    lurks just above my shoulder

    and I know

    I can’t stop it from happening

    if it does.

    IF.

    how can one word with two letters

    throw things terribly out of balance?

    But if I say I believe him

    now’s not the time to cry

    now’s the time to find out why. 

     
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