It’s one of those days when there’s so much noise in your head.
What do I want?
Why?
Why do I feel this way?
What should I do?
What else is there?
What does this mean?
Is this real? Is this right?
And then you think..
Maybe I’m not ready for this.
Maybe I’m naive.
Maybe I need to be a little pessimistic.
Maybe there’s nothing there at all.
Maybe it doesn’t mean anything.
Maybe I’m delusional and even slightly mad.
Maybe I’m being too hard on myself.
Maybe I should let go.
Maybe I should learn how to trust myself and others more.
Maybe it’s time to change.
